I need you now. Y.Y I watched a show yesterday thats really very touching although I don't know what is the show talking about.. Hehes! I cried 2 times siol! Hahs, I think I will also be
MIA Hehe, cause everyone's like MIA-ing.. Sian sia. Leave me alone!! Hrms!! Nothing much to add on actually. :X Next Sun, I dance exam, wish me luck!! Hehs, I miss my Bestie siol. I need her now! Although she's not that kind of character that is not emo but sometimes, she need someone to talk to and encourage her!! Hehes, no offence la, LIMANTING! I miss our laughter and lame actions siol!! All those stupid pose, Teehee.. :X LIMANTING'S LOVE IS MY DRUG. I'm so missing Mr Gwee!! OMG! He's the funniest teacher I've ever met okayys?! HEHE.. xD Life hasn't been the same these few days. Sadded. D: No one there for me. D: As I know only someone will be there for me ALWAYS! :DD LOLs, what crap am I talking? Sad Sad sad. Angry Angry angry. Pissed off Pissed off pissed off. Okay, nothing, LOLs! Whoos! Uploaded the moodle recording thingy le!! :D Happy happy! But I think I gtg for History Project le! D: Well, WHATEVER. :D But I think Anything nicer to drink ;D Not going to talk about today cause rushing off :O! Bye peeps! (L)Labels: I no longer know who I am
THE CHAMPS!!
BUAY SONG FACES.
Acting Ah Lian but do i look like one? Instead, I look like a retard.
They want to puke le. :X Rebecca hor, want puke, puke la aiyo!
Posing a sexy pose. So called SEXY la.
Don't laugh at me lehhhs!
Richelle not in.. D:
Our shadows fading...
HAHAHAHs!
Toilet girls! xP
Digging my nose is fun!! HAHAHAHs!
My ass very nice right?
Force a smile.. LOLs. All Prissie's fault laaa!
Okay, this is how we say cheeze.
Nice right? of course la!!
The three babes :D
Me and Happytwin!!
Rebecca, me, Violet. (L)
Kisses. BITCH!
3 hearts`
Heyhey! TODAY'S GREAT! :D Sports day!! WHOO HOO! Thanks Jessie for driving me to Hougang Stadium! And her dad of course. Reach le. Loads of people. Then blahblahblah. Waited there hope that we would not need to run for the relay. But have. BUT DON'T HAVE 400m!!! And they took the last time's record! OMG! I got FIRST!! Damned happy one leys!! :DD Not boasting btw. -.-
Then, it our turn for the relay. THANKS PRISSIE, REBECCA AND JESSIE for the cheers and encouragement for me!!! ILY! While waiting at the waiting area. We cheered and encouraged each other in E3's team. Crapped with Jacelyn and Si Han. :DD SI HAN'S cute aye! Then we laughedand joked and hoped that E1 wouldn't come cause they're our opponent. JYJY, SI HAN! Everyone's having the 'I WANT TO BE THE FIRST' mindset. It's really very very AMAZING that we could get the first okay? And yea, we got first btw, if you don't know. ._. LOLs!! Me, Violet, Yan Yi and Cheryl was damned happy! They heard the news and was like OMG! We Hugged each other and hi fived.
THAT FEELING SO GREAT! :DDDD Then after that, go take medal. Then take picture with Ms Chong and girls. Class photo-ed too!! Hehes!! Then, head off to HM after going Richelle's house!! At first, everyone sian and tired. Then eating time, HYPER TTM!! LOLs. All thanks to me, I created loads of trouble. :X Sorry. Pepsi spilt; laughed so loud; act like a retard. So next time right, remember not to sit in front of me or next to me yea?Hahas!! Then to arcade. Played motorcycle. Oh ya, if I ever invite you to have a ride in my vehicle, please say NO to save your life. :X Then went off to slack and camwhored. Unglam and stupid photos. Ahahas!! :DD Then HSH. On bus, sms-ed Richelle :) Hahas, if not, bored ttm!! :DDD
(L) Prissie, Rebecca.W, Jessie, Zhi Ting, Richelle, Vivian, Violet, Yan Yi, Cheryl, Eunice!! :DDD
Labels: never once a champ
Today, some unhappines. But its solved. Its always like this. -.- Everytime I'm dead, I'm not really dead cause at the end, its will be good. What is this?! Okay whatever. Anyways, its better than ending up hurt. I need to thank and apologise to PRISSIETANPINXIN for fretting over me :O Thankyouus and Sorry. And of course Jessie. I know we hate each other. But whats a strong and good friendship about? Normally it always start with quarrels and fightings. ;) Secondary school have loads of friendship problems. Kinda sick and tired of them.. T_T But neverminds. Thats what all my friends are facing now :/ I think we're having a brand new and fresh clique. Everone have pair le!! :DD I hope friendship would mantain this way... But anyways, I'm leaving. So whats the point? Hms... Today?
Mood dropped when assembly. Sorry ANGZIHUI for the buay song stupid face of mine ._. Sorry uhhs! But too bad la, I ALSO DON'T WANT YOU LEHHS! HRMPHS! xP Then Chinese. :/ Went to help out a little about the class flag. Then crapped with Jia wen they guys. Seriouslyspeaking, its quite nice hanging out with them. :D
Then Math. Math seriously sucks now lor. So damned confusing can? -.- Have to try to UNDERSTAND it... :X Then recess. Recessed with Yan Yi, Cheryl and Violet they guys. :> Then classed... MUSIC. Gosh, I just realised that I suck at music :O Music also confusing.. :/ Must practise!! :DD Trust me, I will study for music. As if.. =X Prissie and me having cold war there. Awkward silence... Then Chem. Sat with Prissie again. Hahas. I love Chem! ^^ But the problem is stupid phsyco DC never bring and do proper the SCIENCE PROJECT!! WTH...
Then off to LUNCH!! :D Prissie like go SIAO?! Pulled my bag and made me walked backwards?! -.- I hate you la, TANPRISSIE! :<>
Off the eat and then mood increased :DD After eating, camwhored :D Then we together go deal with the Kean. He is very physco lor! -.- Okay, whatever. The mention of him makes my blood boil. Then went off to DANCE! :DD Hahas, I love dance siol! So cool today! We did HIP HOP! It was definitely cool!! xD Then did shanney. Hahas. Damned funny!! :DD
Saw the photos? Nice right? Of course la! I take on lehhs! :X And btw, I LOVE TODAY LOADSLOADS!! xDD
o8.o1.1o, YanShan almost died at the edge but revived. :D
OH YA! BTW, I LOVELOVELOVE LINGZHITING, PRISSIETAN, JESSIELIM AND REBECCA WONG PLUSPLUS VIVIANGANG AND QUEKHAOCI! But I don't know if this can last.Injured Weakling
Labels: almost died, I revived
Labels: I love my bitch.
Today, as usual but almost late for school. :/ Damned bus never come. -.- Saw my senior!! Stay my next block only!! :DD Phews!! Luckily not me only :) Reached school, sian. Assemblied. Then classed. History... Haiz, its like only Joshua is listening? Then, dance. But today Ms Chan never come D: Then joined the boys for PE. 2.4 run. 3 rounds around the school?! Oh god, it almost killed me... ): Ran with Violet, Rebecca and Prissie. Jessie way back behind :O Woahs! Panted all the way. Everyone's dieing... All sweat... Yucks!
Okay, I'm stinking... LOLs!! I later go bathe. Right after this post. Soak in sweat.. Yucks!! Ums... Let's carry on. Recessed, then went back to class. Chinese period!! Sat with Prissie. Chatted with them. Funfun!! :D Kanna punished by Mr Ng. /: Hehes. Then Lifelit. Have test :O. Hehes!! JESSIE LIM... Ahems? LOLs!!
After that, Went to Hougang Stadium with Jia Wen. Bored ttm.. :X Then, ran. Ran 400m when I'm not supposed to... And the 100 x 4 relay. after 400m, my whole leg pain siol. The feeling of running in the stadium really sucks.. The first by a close margin. At last I chiong. :> The relay, our class in 2nd position. First is who? of course is E1 luhhs. They so pro sia. Rebecca's cousin inside. -.- PROPRO. All pros. Confirm E1 win lurhs.
Went to Hougang Mall with Zhi Ting, Jia Wen, Cheryl and Yan Yi. Then saw PRISSIE!! :D Surprised ohh! Hahas. Then J&W pangseh her. T_T Don't feel sad kk? PRISSIETAN OH! You still have me, your boyfriend^^!! <3
Shopped around to see whats Hougang Mall with Zhi Ting :D Best senior I've ever met!! Actually its small at the top level. Hehes. Shop and shop, finally shop finish le. Hehes. xD Then saw Rachel Kuah with her ah lian friend. What a coincidence! Hahas!! We were like :OOOO Hehes. HSH. Sians,
BYE,
Labels: i'm falling apart
Life is just like this, a shattered bottle with all hopes, dreams and ambition in it. And when it cracked, EVERYTHING'S gone.
Take me away from here, PLEASE.
Childhood days are those days that always remained in our minds.
A day really past FAST. Just a blink of an eye, a day is spent.
Yeahhs, FREEDOM is what we need.
Shoes left behind, what about soul?
Why is this world changing so FAST?
What is the problem with mankind? Why are we so selfish? Why do we always have the evil side of us? Why do we always want the best? Why must we try to spoil someone's happiness to gain our happiness? Is it worth all this while?
Ending our lives in misery. Why? Why can't we be happy and contented of what we have? Why we always to have the latest and not to be outdated? Why are we so afriad to face this world? Why do we keep running away from the truth?
Why? Friendship. Love. Family. Peers. Are these happening to you? IDK. Why is this world changing? Changing for the better? Hahs, in our dreams. This world is never of Peace and Happiness anymore. This world is going to be chaotic.
Yes, save it. Save it as you could. But what? What we have to save it? NOTHING.
Why do adult always think that we children's childhood is not important? Why do they always want to scold us when we are right and wrong? Why they can't just try to understand us? Why? Why do they always think that they're right and we're always wrong. Always claimed that they did al for our good. I don't see the point. Why must we always give in to the younger ones? When they're in good mood, they treat as like treasure. When they're in bad mood, anything can happen. Children are also people. Why can't they have happiness? Why they can't have freedom? Children should spend their childhood days happy. Why can't they do so? Keep on saying how old are you already... BLAHBLAHBLAH. I live my own life. No one can control me.
Hahas, I'm just being random. I think I can be counsellor next time le. Thats what I want to do. :D Hms... Actually I have nothing more to post. The purpose of posting is to keep my blog alive. Hehes. xD I want to tell you guys, YOU STILL HAVE ME. WELL, MAYBE I'M JUST A REPLACEMENT, BUT YOU CAN STILL TALK TO ME IF YOU'RE FEELING DOWN. :D ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU ALL. I can talk to you. Ms Leong will talktalk to you!! :DD
Labels: what is exactly changing?
I had seriously enough of all this. That night, after the conversation, I phoned An Ting up. Talking to her really made me feel muchmuchmuch better!! From cries to laughter! LIMANTING, you're the only want that knows me the best! Kym, Sheryl, Rebecca.K and Karin, thanks for making me feel better ^^ ILY all sia!!
Crapped and lamed with An Ting on the phone. Chatted with Karin, Kym, Sheryl and FFF on msn. Thank yous!! :D I'm sick of this yeahs? Friendship problems sucks! Creates problems and whatever blahblah... Yeahhs, now you know the feeling of being called as an 'Ah Lian'. Yes, I now know how you all felt when people mock at you and call you names. I've already tried the taste of it.
Just because of my hairstyle and I'm an Ah Lian... So you judge people from the outside? I also teased you all, but I'll never call again. Call, and I'll never bother anymore. Say, yes, say, what Lester. You know you're like very KPKB? Keep on repeating, like you haven't said enough? We'll be still friends. But I don't think that we all will be as close as ever. Whatever kk? Lets just let it play on its own. Missing them D: I'm seriously hating Sechood.
FRIENDS, YEAH RIGHT. Toys you meant? I'm extra there. I know. Friends at least. Life is so much happier and better for you guys uhhs. What am I exactly thinking about? IDK. You guys might think that WTH.. All those. But you'll never know.
Talk to me and think that I'll feel better. Hahs, good joke. Think that yo know me very well, yes you definitely do. Girl, go to your fullest! Yes! Let their trust for me fade away. Yes, be a backstabber. Yes, go on. YOU'RE REALLY SOMETHING! I'm so envious of you, girl.
Yes, let me fade away from your lives. Yes, hate me. Yes, I'm a bitch. Yes, I shouldn't have appeared at all. Yes, yes, yes! Yes, I'll fck off soon. I BELIEVE IN YOU GIRL. Yes, shine as brightly as a star. (not you, twist) :)
Yes, I'm a kid that don't know anything. Yes, why no? I hate this Seclife. So why torture myself? Hahs, Yes. I believe that it will be better when days go by cause I'm leaving. BYE.
Yesterday, stay lifeless till recess. Better during recess&assembly. Thanks, Violet for accompanying me :D. Still have those little bits of friendship between me and rebecca and prissie. Classed. Wanted to change place, but didn't change cause everyone's mood not the same anymore. Stayed back. Walked to canteen. Zhi Ting asked if we want to eat Pizza. Then of course Rebecca and Prissie's favourite, of course want uhhs. THANKS, SUPER DAIPER! <3 She damned good sia. Best senior!! ^^ While waiting for the Pizza man to come, me,P,R,DC went to do the science project. WTH, DC lost the magnets?! ... If DC don't have the magnets, must pay us sia... Cost quite a lot eys. Then physco DC went to chase me and P like mad? Really sick de. Laughed a lot that time. Hahas!! Love that moment. <3 Then Cheng Wei came. He so extra here la. ==' DC threw P's bag down the stairs. WTF, her DOMO mirror cracked. Next time is not down the stairs already, its down the building :X
The pizza arrived :DD EAT!! YUMMY!!! Hawaiian and BBQ de. Nice!! People see as like buay song like that... Ms Chong came and feel so jealous hahas!! =X After eating, went home. Went to bus stop and pei ZT, P and R. Thanks P :)
Went on to meet FFF at AMK Hub. Saw her friends. O.O Valerie like buay song? Her face very ah lian and act like one too :X Saw Tricia. She's the only friendly one there I guessed. I waved to her only. :D The rest, BO CHAP. Hahas, Rebecca then said FINALLY phews. Hahas!! Then went to toilet. Go change. Then walked around the whole AMK to just find a place to eat?! =='
Finally decided to eat MAC. I bought ice cream while Rebecca eateateat. Then went on to take neo prints. The neo prints looks cool huhs? Hahs, nicenice. Went to buy sweet talk and bussed home. On the bus, I kept on playing with the pearls. Put one into my straw and suck in, blow out. Then Rebecca said,"Later the pearl fly out then you know arhs" I can't help laughing so the pearl flew out. -.- Hahas!! Damned funny sia. Luckily never hit until any people. LOLs!! Then, HSH. xD
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