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no matter how hard things are, just don't give up.
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 - 10:43 AM
Typical...

Yan Shan;
A girl who needs protection;
A girl who is weak in th inside; Strong on th outside.
Yan Shan;
A girl who is not very shy;
A girl who is friendly.
Yan Shan;
A girl who can shop the whole day;
A girl who loves to hang out with friends.
Yan Shan;
A girl that is called 'Action MaMa';
A girl who acts like an Auntie.
Yan Shan;
A girl who is very thick-skinned;
A girl who doesn't know how to please people.
Yan Shan;
A girl who hates BOOTLICKERS;
A girl who loves straightforward people.
Yan Shan;
A girl who make people laugh;
A girl that cry herself.
Yan Shan;
A girl who is very cheerful;
A girl who is very hyper (+) active.
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This is how I spend my BORING day.
Wake up in the morning;
Brush my teeth;
Wash my face;
Look in the mirror;
Told myself that it's gonna be boring AGAIN!
Sit down and eat my breakfast;
Toast bread with Milo?
Switches on the computer;
PLAY PLAY PLAY.
Gets bored;
So switches off the computer.
Realised that I'm yawning;
So jump into my bed;
DOZING OFF Zzz.
Wake up;(again...)
Find something to do;
Eg. Reading a book;
READ READ READ.
*MY EYES HURT*!
So stopped reading.
Soon;
It's lunch time!
Time to eat AGAIN;
Eat Chicken Rice with soup?
Sit on the chair;
Looking at the clock;
Hope that time past quickly.
But....
THE CLOCK DOESN'T SEEMED TO BE WORKING!!
Or maybe its my impatience?
Picked up the phone;
HI! Can chat anot? Very bored....
CHAT CHAT CHAT.
Parents came back from work;
Quickly put down the phone.
Act good.
FINALLY;
Dinner time.
EAT again.
Want to slim down;
So, didn't eat...
Get scolding from Mum;
So no choice;
MUST EAT!!
After eating;
TIME FOR DESSERTS!!
Ate Ice Cream;
Followed by FRUITS!!
-IWANTMYPEACH-
*BURPs*
Found that I was FULL;
Real full.
Watched the television programmes;
Hahaha.... Hohohoho... Hehehe....
Are they that funny?
*TIME FOR SLEEP!!!!!*
Brush my teeth;
Getting ready to sleep.
Just as I closed my eyes, someone appeared in my mind;
ICAN'TSLEEP!!!
Who is that someone?
IT'S SOMEONE THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW!!!
Forget it;
Let's go back to sleep!!
Zzz.......................................
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This is what I call an INTERESTING LIFE!
*LET'S GO NOW!!!
*SHOPPING TIME~!!
*WE GET TO TRY ALL TYPES OF CHOCOLATES?!
*BUFFET INTERNATIONAL AT RESTAURANT!!!
*GATHERINGS WITH FRIENDS!!
*CARE TO CATCH A MOVIE?
*ARE WE GOING TO THE NEW OCEAN PARK?!
*ARE WE GOING TO LEARN A NEW POP DANCE?
*WE CAN DO POP ART!
*OMG!!! THERE ARE NEW ART GALLERIES!!
*ROLLER SKATING AT SENTOSA?!
*ARE WE REALLY GOING TO SENTOSA'S CHALLET?!
*I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT WE ARE HAVING A FARM STAY AT AUSTRALIA!!!
*ARE WE GOING TO CATCH THE LATEST HORROR MOVIE?!
*GOSH... WE'RE VISITING ALL SORTS OF HOUSES!!
*WHY ARE WE HEADING TO MEDIACORP? DON'T TELL ME THAT I MEETING......?!
*OF COURSE I WANT TO ATTEND THAT MATH MAGIC COURSE!!!
*CAN TEACH ME HOW TO RAP???
*ARE WE GOING TO CLARKE QUAY FOR BBQ AND ARE WE STAYING AT AUNT BELLY'S CONDO LOCATED THERE?! OMG!!! FOR 1 WHOLE WEEK?!
*ARE WE GOING TO HONG KONG AND JAPAN?!
*CAMPS? I LOVE CAMPS!!!
*BBQ PARTY?! SURE.... I'LL DEFINITELY BE THERE!
*PARTY TLL DAWN?! COOL!!!
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Sometimes, we just don't know how to appreciate life. Well, now I know how to appreciate life! Life is wonderful when we live it to its fullest!!!
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Sometimes, my friends ask me if I'm very lucky. Give them this reply: EVERYONE IS LUCKY IN THEIR OWN LIFES!
I have my ambitions; dreams; wishes. Do you guys have them? I bet all of us have!!!
Mum told me this.
When I just know how to walk, everyone clapped for me to encourage me. Felt so happy!! Whees~ My two sisters? I don't wish to know about them. When I say sisters, I meant my real sisters. Both elder one and younger one. BUT I WANT TO LET THEM KNOW THAT I LOVE THEM!!!
When you see a girl, crying in a corner;
It's NOT me.
When you see a girl that walked aimlessly in the streets;
It's NOT me.
When you know about a girl who locked herself in a room all by herself;
It's NOT me.
When you learn about a girl who had commited suicide;
It will DEFINITELY NOT be me.
When you see a girl who is cheerful EVERYDAY;
It WILL be me!
When you see a girl walking joyfully down the streets;
It WILL be me!
When you see a girl who have the biggest smile;
It COULD be me!
When you see a girl encouraging someone to smile and laugh more;
It WILL be me!
Shall stop here!! Muacks and BYEs!!! `SHAN;
`JO;
`JOANNE;
HERE!!!
Sayonaras~!!`


Tuesday, December 29, 2009 - 11:51 PM
Watched Alvin and The Chipmunks 2

Yo!! I've already watched the 'Alvin and The Chipmunks 2'!! It was AWESOME!!! The chipmunks were so cute!!! I like 'Alvin' and 'Theodore' most!!! They're so CUUTE!!!! Actually I love all the chipmunks luhhs. Including Simon and the Chipettes!! Hahas. Cousin Young have been staying at my house for 3D2N. He's a fussy boy huhs? At night, make so much noise until I can't sleep!! I'm going to my school's orientation soon! I guess I will LOVE Bowen!! I not really looking forward in making new friends but I know I will... ==' Hahas. xD I'm going to buy my school books tomorrow. There's going to be LOTS of subjects right? At least double huhs? Looking forward to my school's CCA Carnival! Don't know what CCA to join lehs... I hope I can get in to Dance Club International bahs.. Hopefully! I bet everyone will be as equally busy. *sighs* No more holidays... Yeah.. Great... But fret not. All my seniors told me that Sec 1's REAL FUN!! Well, lets hope that its true... Yeah... Gratz... I've cut my hair and this hairstyle totally sucked!! Next time then I let you guys see bahs... If I have any photos in it...? Are you guys going back to Cedar on the first day of school? Cause some of them have been calling me recently; asking me if I'm going back so yeah? If you ARE, can let me know? Well, I hope that you guys will be having fun in your Sec schools and of course grooming in there!! This post is short... I know... But will post more often nowadays!!! No worries ;D BYE!! <33


Thursday, December 24, 2009 - 12:32 PM
Life it is.

Sometimes we are upset over certain things.
Friendship
*Jealousy comes in
*Misunderstanding comes in
*Backstabbing comes in
*Boot licking comes in
*Taking advantages come in
*Unreasonable people
Few things that we human do...
Sometimes when we try to be more friendly, people get jealous. They back stabbed you. When you tried to clear up the misunderstanding, they just won't listen. Some unreasonable people will just ask you to get lost. When I mean get lost, I mean get out of my life. In a really close relationship, someone always tried to cut in between. Who's that? They snatched your closest friend in life. When I mean snatch, they really snatch. When a group of friends gather together, what will they do? Being a football; does it feels good and fun? Well, some people thinks this way because they ain't the ones being treated as footballs. How does it feels? When they're tired of you; sick of you, they just simply kick you away. When they still treat you as frends, they'll keep you by their side. Just by their side, treating them as sidekicks? When you tried to ammend your mistakes, what did they do? They would simply say : Give it up. Don't try. We don't need you as our friend. It's like a piece of glass being pierced into your heart. We didn't do anything wrong but some people just detest us! I don't understand. Being more serious, they would even bully you. I mean bully as in real bully. Call their friends; Gang up with them, plotting something evil. So does it even worth our effort? Sometimes I really wonder...
Studies
Sometimes when one scored higher than you, you don't feel good. You'll show black-face. You'll just keep climbing up the mountain without telling anyone. When they tried to ask wat are you doing, you'll just tell them a lie. The most common lie: Playing. But a question up my mind, are you really playing? You scored the 1st in class, everyone clapped for you. Telling you: Way to go. When you look in their eyes, ask yourself: Are they so good to you? The next round of test, they scored higher than you, will you feel good? Real answer from your hearts : No. You'll just keep trying and trying. But when you say that you'll score higher than them the next round; promising yourself that you'll not play but study, do you think you can do it? Jealous that you're always top up there, they will just pull you down, pretending that they're really very good friends of yours. When you scored low, will they still comfort you and ask you to buck up or they'll just go round boasting about their marks. Comparing marks are common. Frankly speaking, I do compare marks. But does it worth it? You study for yourselves, not for others. Knowing other people's marks may make you encourage them or some. But compare? when one's marks higher than yours, you'll improve yourself. But when one's marks lower than yours, you'll become some kind of confident that you'll definitely score higher than them the next round. I studies everything? Idk... One mountain is higher than the other.
So what are you guys planning now? Entering Secondary school life huhs? Buck up kays? ;D Cheer on!! Whoo Hoos~!!` It's not that easy. So Yeah! Jiayou!!


- 11:28 AM
Just realised.

Oh. Ps ar... I just realised that I never post for a very long time le... Ok... I'm very happy that I got into Bowen but... I'm sad that I got into the same class as Zhi Bing. But if I don't get into the same class as him, still need to face that stupid look of his... T_T Good for those who went in to Bartley!!! Aw... So many Ex-Cedarians went in!! I guess that all Secondary schools are BIG? Sure de la... Bowen? Hms... It's damn freaking big!! Can get lost but have what orientation mahs... So try not to get lost lor. In the same class as Zhi bing. 3rd best class which is 1E3. All the people wierd wierd de lor!! But I think they also think that I'm wierd... Ok. Yesterday, went for the S1 posting exercise. Principal talk talk talk. Talk more la. Call me for what? Who ask me to sit in the front row... *Sighs* Ask me when is the first day of school. Then I say IDK lor. Then he carry on in asking other pupils. Heng ar, other pupils also don't know. Muahahahas. Ok... It seems like everyone don't have their own friends. So... I have to make new friends and I hate it. Well, need to what. Having a camp on the 20th - 22nd Jan '10. Guess where is it located at. Its the camp that we went when we're P5!!! Sarimbun Scout Camp!! OMG.... Slide down the Milo Pool again? Hope to try their flying Fox!! Absailing? Looks kinda boring. Hope can see some of the trainers there! Whoo Hoos~!!` Can't wait. CCA Carnival on the 9th Jan? Hms... I'm thinking of joining Dance Club International. It looks fun. Ok... Made friends with some seniors and they asked me to join Girl Guide. I was like I don't even like that CCA?! How's your uniform? Bowen's uniform is kinda nice. But wierd. The skirt's kinda wierd cause it's long... But fret-not. Going to do something to it! We have no houses de. No cheetah, Leopard or whatever. Only PE shirts and Shorts. Tomorrow's CHRISTMAS DAY!! How are you going to celebrate? Receiving loads of presents? Hahas. Anyways, in advance, HAPPY X'MAS!!!

Christmas Glitter Graphics
Kays, GTG see you guys!! BYe!!`



Wednesday, December 16, 2009 - 9:37 AM
This is getting infuriating!!

Why must it be always the older one gets all the blame for everything?
Why must the younger ones push all the blame to the older ones?
Why must it be GIRLs that do all the household chores?
Why must I be responsible for everything?
Why must they give me so much pressure?
Why must I be the one always being looked down on?
Why must I face the reality alone?
Why no one even bothers whats going on?
Why there's no one helping me?
Why am I so cold when no one gives me a blanket to cover myself when its winter?
Why do I feel so left out?
Why just someone can't help me?!

Yea... I know I can't blame anyone else but only myself!
Yea... They did offer to help. But what I said was only: Thank you but I can do it myself.
Yea... What can I do when I just found out I just simply can't cope!
Yea... What to do?
Yea... Who else?
Yea... WHATEVER!!

Ok, back to 'reality'... Ok.... Those words ain't true kays? Just put for fun... But have anyone felt that way? I bet there's quite a few. D: But never mind. Just look ahead kays? ;D


Sunday, December 13, 2009 - 9:25 PM
Besties!! <33

To all: I used to be normal... But then I met those losers and now I call them 'Friends'.
To An Ting: True friends like you are hard to find; Harder to leave; Impossible to forget.
To Rebecca: They're laughing at us cause' we're idiots; We're laughing at them cause' they just figured that out.
To Francesca: Youre that kind of friend who leaves footprints on my heart with sorrows and happiness.
To Sheryl.L: We'll never be apart. Maybe in distance but not in heart.
To Greta: Don't tell me how to pick friends. I'm good at that, remember? I picked you!
To Liu Chang: Always together, can say whatever, be there whenever, besties forever!
To Karin: Best friends? Haha. Are you kidding me? More like sisters. xD
To Yi Ru: We're so cool and the ice cubes are jealous. =P
To Kym: Friends ask why I'm crying; Friends like you already have the shovel ready to bury the loser who made me cry.
To Celine.L: If I could reach up and take a star for everytime you made me smile, the entire night sky would be in my palms.
To Shisham: Friends will help you up when you fall but best friends push you back down and laugh.
To Sila and Jesinta: You guys are the type of friends that can see the hurt in my eyes while others are being fooled by my smile.
To Yanjna: Its not about the ones who act true to your face; Its about the ones who remain true behind my back.
To Xin Miao: You're like a rainbow. You brightened up my life when I've been through a storm.
To Charlene.Y: You're wierd but I like it!!
To Wan Ching: We act like immatured idiots but we had fun, didn't we?
To Jean: There's this thing called retarded-ness but girl... WE'RE GORE PRO.
To Daniel: You made me cry from laughing too hard.
To Mei Qiang: Best friends don't call themselves best friends cause' they already know they're.
To Kee Wei: My friends are better than your friends. Yeah... Be jealous... But... YOU'RE MY FRIEND. Got the meaning?
To Gabriel.Chew: You're only as strong as the tables; You dance on the drinks you mix; And the friends you rock with.
To Raihan: You're my #1 IDIOT!
To Le Huy: We laugh at our dumbest jokes; Put up with each other's bad mood but thats what made us good friends!


- 11:22 AM
Ok so now what?

Just went Escape Theme Park yesterday. TIRED `~` Slept like a pig :X I miss school!!! What about you guys? How I wish there's no HOLIDAYS(no offence though) I MISS CPS!! I MISS 6-2!! I MISS MY FRIENDS!! I MISS THOSE TEACHERS!! *sighs* 22nd is the date when we know the school posting results. And we need to report to the Secondary School the following day. Cousins bought me 2 packets of marshmallows so I can .....eat till I go MAD. Hehes. xD No one is stoping me though. Yes, Rebecca? Nonono... You don't have a share. =P Luckily you guys ain't there. If not... Muahahahahas. You're so DEAD. Ok, so what topic now? Nothing much to post though. Oh yea. Wan Ching had gone to Australia for dancing and holiday. So yea. Hope that she's enjoying herself there. But someone misses her worhs.... Whoots!~ Recently, I have been wraping christmas present. BUSY~~ Hahas.... Have a christmas party on CHIRSTMAS DAY!! I LOVE CHRISTMAS LOADS!! Get to receive loads of PRESENTS!! Yipee....!!~~~ Get to eat logcake!! Sing chirstmas songs -lalala- But I don't really sing cause I've been helping myself to those food! ^YUMS^ What I most enjoy during Christmas?? Hms... THE SIMILES ON MY FRIENDS AND RELATIVES FACES; THE LAUGHTER IN THE WARMTH OF THE HOUSE!! Have suggested to Aunty Winnie not to on light but use loads of candles!! But I gotta buy the candles ~.~ Shouldn't have suggest that idea!! Candle in small glass cups should be good I think. SHIT!! Cindy and Shanon coming!! But fret not Joanne can help me to deal with them!! ^^ HATE THEM LOADS!! Cannot talk le cause gotta go shopping with Fanny, Rebecca and Joanne! So... BYEs!! Hope you enjoy your holidays!!


Wednesday, December 2, 2009 - 9:10 PM
JUST power up!

Well, I just attended a workshop called 'JUSTPowerUp'. Hms... I've no friends. Um... I attended this workshop with my cousin. But sadly, we're in different teams. Anyways. just made some new friends.

Amanda. Clara. Rachel. Bao Ying. Um... These are those that I could remember. Bao Ying and Rachel are P6 this year. Same as me ;) Um... Obviously their PSLE scores are higher than me. Bao Ying: 245(all As except Math(A*) Rachel: 229 =.= Only that 6 marks... Anyways, there's another girl called Ching Siu who is currently studying in Cedar Girls School. Aggregate: 247. -.-' She's Secondary 1 this year. Well, she looked kinda nerd but she's quite a nice friend. Enjoyed myself there. Learned lots of things there. Love those activities. Saw some magic tricks and they're sort of cool? Um... There's math magic. Quite cool. And the whole lesson is quite interesting and funny. Laughed like hell. And there's this some kind of game where someone need to sit my stomach. I was like WTH?! Ok forget it... Thinking of that, I also feel disgusted. Heys guys! Hope you would find someone that will influence you in your life deeply. Well, some may have found one already. I have already found 3. Yeap. THREE. They are... Emerelle; Big Cow(Daniel); Hazel(Francesca). Yeap. They are the ones who filled my childhood life with all those laughter, cries, screams and shouts. They made me cry and laugh. Thats why I called them my COOL friends. THEY rock! Hms... The one that I must really thank is An Ting. She accompanied me for 9 years. She's cool and cute. LOLs. Not really actually. She's just very.... -Speechless- Don't know what to say though. Hms... Supportive? Understanding? Reasonable? Yeap. I think so. But sometimes, she acts like a kid!(no offence) LOLs. Daniel huhs? He made me laugh most of the times. You're cool kays? Be as cheerful as now cause you're really very SCARY when you flare up! =X Always my 'best' buddy huhs? Be lame! I'm always 100% supportive of being LAME. LOLs... Francesca huhs? She's damn smart! Smart and intelligent!! My friend always. I will never forget you. KARIN(RIN) Another friend that I cannot forget. MY BEST COMPANION EVER!! YOUR JOKES ARE KINDA FUNNY BUT THEY'RE TOO LAME. LOLs. some bahs? And thanks ya! Will miss you! 100% cool attitude huhs? <33

My so called 'Groupy'... Thanks for those days. I don't really enjoy them but I think days are getting better up ahead. So yea. THANKS.

Rebecca huhs? Liu Chang huhs? My two funny friends. Thanks a lot. Yea. Rebecca? Well, I quarreled with you a lot of times. But then, I still treat you as my friend yea? I don't think we'll be as close le. Liu Chang!! Ni xiang wo ma? Ni bu yao hou lian pi... Wo shi bu hui xiang ni de hor. LOLs. Bu shi la. Wo yi qing zai xiang ni le xD Jia you!! ;D

IT'S ME,
Yan Shan